ok...today is my day off from skool. and i am as lonely as ever. had to accompany my mum to the hospital for eye check up and stuff. pretty boring...the only thing that i did was to sit outside and wait for her...if only ttsh was more comfortable...i would have slept...but also cannot lor...b'cos i have to be watch dog...look after her handbag... stupid shit. then afterwards had to go for lunch before my haircut. yes ppl...ame got a stupid haircut...cos her hair was too long. my mum used me as her walking stick...so my shoulders are damn pain now...and she kept scolding me. ate at the food court...queue up three times...an i tell u arh..this stupid irritating woman cut my queue...say she was in the queue before me...i juz let her in b'cos i'm nice, besides, she'll probaly make my life diffcult if i dun...irritating sia...maybe i shouldn't be nice anymore lor...so irritating. and then hmm..went for haircut...read about shawn lee...yupps...again. well..he's cute lar..but then in that article, he din look too good...joshua looked better...but then i dun like joshua..so no matter what..i'll always find joshua ugly. and shawn will be always cute. after haircut, take taxi home cos mum can't walk. then have no key to go home. and seh kept blaming me, cos i din bring it, and that she can't depend on me to do things...i mean what kind of mother r u man?? everything u blame me, EVERYTHING i do is WRONG...everything u do is rite. so had to bring her to pay bills and j8 to buy drink. then i told her i really needed the rollerblades ugently. but then what happen? she scolded me again...she really has nothing better to do..i have reminded her over and over again that i really needed then, and she keeps on not bothering and scolding me....then my bro open the door, the gate was paddlocked, so i thought he went up to get the key. i got another scolding by my mum again... ver irritating one lor....scold me until my bro realise that the lock there...so he came down and unlock the door...
this whole day sux...the only thing i get is scoldings...later i will get more...everybody thinks that i dun put in effort, that i'm lazy, but it's not that....i put in a lot of effort...i concentrate so hard until my muscles forget how to relax...that's why i'm seeing a doctor, cos my muscles really cannot relax...and she keeps saying i never do anything...it's really annoying..i really wish that she will shut up for once, i'm damn stressed lar. so then, i have to study, and i have another problem no one know....it's short attention span, ad/hd.....it is...really...damn annoying...so i concentrate very hard...and for some time, like one hour, then i can't anymore...i'm trying very hard, but no one knows my pain.
u know....i'll be another of those sucidal cases...u'll see...in a few years.
peace.
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ok...today is my day off from skool. and i am as lonely as ever. had to accompany my mum to the hospital for eye check up and stuff. pretty boring...the only thing that i did was to sit outside and wait for her...if only ttsh was more comfortable...i would have slept...but also cannot lor...b'cos i have to be watch dog...look after her handbag... stupid shit. then afterwards had to go for lunch before my haircut. yes ppl...ame got a stupid haircut...cos her hair was too long. my mum used me as her walking stick...so my shoulders are damn pain now...and she kept scolding me. ate at the food court...queue up three times...an i tell u arh..this stupid irritating woman cut my queue...say she was in the queue before me...i juz let her in b'cos i'm nice, besides, she'll probaly make my life diffcult if i dun...irritating sia...maybe i shouldn't be nice anymore lor...so irritating. and then hmm..went for haircut...read about shawn lee...yupps...again. well..he's cute lar..but then in that article, he din look too good...joshua looked better...but then i dun like joshua..so no matter what..i'll always find joshua ugly. and shawn will be always cute. after haircut, take taxi home cos mum can't walk. then have no key to go home. and seh kept blaming me, cos i din bring it, and that she can't depend on me to do things...i mean what kind of mother r u man?? everything u blame me, EVERYTHING i do is WRONG...everything u do is rite. so had to bring her to pay bills and j8 to buy drink. then i told her i really needed the rollerblades ugently. but then what happen? she scolded me again...she really has nothing better to do..i have reminded her over and over again that i really needed then, and she keeps on not bothering and scolding me....then my bro open the door, the gate was paddlocked, so i thought he went up to get the key. i got another scolding by my mum again... ver irritating one lor....scold me until my bro realise that the lock there...so he came down and unlock the door...
this whole day sux...the only thing i get is scoldings...later i will get more...everybody thinks that i dun put in effort, that i'm lazy, but it's not that....i put in a lot of effort...i concentrate so hard until my muscles forget how to relax...that's why i'm seeing a doctor, cos my muscles really cannot relax...and she keeps saying i never do anything...it's really annoying..i really wish that she will shut up for once, i'm damn stressed lar. so then, i have to study, and i have another problem no one know....it's short attention span, ad/hd.....it is...really...damn annoying...so i concentrate very hard...and for some time, like one hour, then i can't anymore...i'm trying very hard, but no one knows my pain.
u know....i'll be another of those sucidal cases...u'll see...in a few years.
peace.