Friday, March 31, 2006

sighs...let's see...new skin...new person. yea. so i had cyf today. nothing great. went late. freaking lightning. it scared the living daylights outta me. had eyeliner on. looked like a goth. good, i like it that way. but emos are wayyy better. i know. cos i am one. i'm juz a mix of everything. x) so kinda malu then we went in late. chrisy looked like a demon...scarry. so we watched this boring video about jesus. really boring...wanted to sleep. the rain made it worse....freaking cold. and i think i'm sick already. so yea. halfway thru the show....i saw san and then i felt a familar jolt in my stomach...sad he din have a place to sit...but still...yea< nice view...if u know what i mean....can't believe he actually came. so watched to movie finish....shawn talk about some stuff....boring..no offence....my head was more concerned about something...wan't paying attention. then went to macs.....got hit by grace...for nothing...i mean if u want me tell u something juz ask nicely. u dun have to hit me and ask rudely and offensively...it hurts u know. u bring me back to MY painful memories..i wish u never did that...u got me thinking...thiking back..i hate that! u're lucky that i implode! so i wont show my emotion...

one by one
u all left
until i'm here again
back in square one
thinking of nice it would be
to be trapped in a box
too bad u din see what's on my wrist
or u would have regreted everything
that u did bad to me..
i'm never gonna show it
but i will continue to
slash it.
until one day
u find urself alone
and wonder why'd i have to go...

that irritating daniel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! making fun of me....but wanna thank him lars....for bring some company to me...maybe he isn't as bad as i thoguht he was. shannon kept coming in and out...sitting by himself...wonder what's up. that hor fan....leave so early....dun even have time to talk... :( about private stuff...only the both of us know....my stuff...yea...well..juz let him go home then..then i was alone...thinking...about a lot of stuff...went home....saw darren...he stayed nearby too...so yea...i was removing the eyeliner...he thought i was crying...but i told i was not....

later....hor called me...talk about some conference talk.....din really care....my eyes were kinda sore from_____________ =.= so then..juz talk...and then sleep.

anyway....going back to what happened in school.... it's the inter lit class drama competition today. damn excited. not only am i the assitant stage manager, i am also a main character...despite the fact that i say only two lines. the day flew by fast....i think i tore a muscle while doing the standing board jump.....ouch....too much force...so i can't sneeze for a while....it freak hurts lar...slept during physics and chinese...dunno what's wrong with me nowadays...:( but yea...so on with recess...had to finish my recess by 11.15 or mag would kill me and then had to buy the cme book...but it was outta stock...so i juz used the one i wrote on fullscape... poor rache...she forgot to bring the black t-shirt...so i had to lend her mine...gross much...luckily she's gonna wash it afterwards. so yupps....had rehersal again after recess...

it was torture...saying my line over and over and over and over and over again....damn irritating...stupid low...she keeps stopping us halfway and correcting us...can't she wait till we finish then comment...it's so annoying. and the val somemore...a bit the what lar...i mean mag IS trying her best liao....really. and she thinks that she is so reat...criticising mag all the time. she forgets that it's mag who has more experience, not her, and mag who has better advice...duh...after directing for ij drama night :) mag rocks...but she hits me a little too hard...juz for fun...so it's fine. back to val...so then we juz ignore val...went on with the play..moss forgot her line..and that's when mag took the chance to hit back at val. like...hmm she said: u see that?! she juz stumbled on her lines! if YOU think that it is SO EASY...then why dun YOU come up here and act then hur?! so val was pretty damn pissed and stormed off...but heck her.... muahahhaa....the play went on smoothly. but we had to leave for ss....i dun really like ss....however.....there is a test on monday...so better go. yupps. after that...was maths...i failed the test... :'( all bcos i did the sum wrongly...read it wrong...so annoying...and we got let off at 1.50!!! wel.. only cast and asm and the sm...yea..others got let off at 2. poor mr teh...he so wanted to teach maths.

went to the hall..changed to my outfit...long sleeve shirt buttoned to the top aith a tie tight...and a pair of pants...not to mention i had powder in my hair to make me look old...how sad...and hmm...make up too...i hate foundation..they put a lot lars...plus i had a goatee and a moustace...fake thick eyebrowns....i really really looked like a guy...*coughs*transexual*coughs* hahah...took dotor stockmann's biscuit...haha...that was her last packet...heck care..its was only one. my class was the last one and we all loved 4/8's drunk...so funnai!!!!!!!!! stumble in...really like a drunk. their doctor loss her words... xD so then my class...we took everybody by storm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go 4/3 we rock and u can't do anything about it!!!!!! duh! after all that tiring acting...went for a break...can't even remove my costume...sad lars. but then...the announcement...my class had the BEST comments. and the best actor goes to........*drum roll* a docot stockmann....both were too convincing...but we decided on eunice tan from 4/1...poor guin...she might have won...she was the runner up...she lost by a MERE margin... :( and the nice big shiny throphy goes to......dadun....4/3!!!!!!! FOUR THREE 2006!!!! YAY!!!!! I LOVE ACTING!!!!!! I LOVE MY CLASS...THAT WAS THE HAPPIEST TIME OF MY LIFE... yea...nice big shiny throphy... :))))

after teh paly my classmates and i went to pizza hut...went with the 155 grp...they are nice ppl.. :) saw shannon...and freaking shit wish my hair wasn't like how it was at that time....stupid powder..said hi to him...yea..then went to pizza hut...o mi gosh...everything is mean...please GOD forgive me....i juz ate it anyway... and jiazhi said all those scarry stories...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! damn scared....wa... somebody save me...so i finished and had to zoom home. went home...and it rained, bathed, dry hair, put eyeliner...style hair...was late was cyf.
saw sebb and went to look for paul and chris.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:36 pm|


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