excuse me... if u do not want to be my friend can u juz say so? dun need to go one around behind my back to stab me u know? if u are not willing to do something for me...then i suggest u dun do it. u already know how much i cannot stand insincerity and u still try to do it to me. well...i can juz tell u one thing...go get urself screwed. dun come and find me when u have problems...i will not help u from now onwards. seriously speaking...i am damn stress already...i keep worrying about other people and hardly on myself. i find myself slipping behind...it's juz that i've never told u. do u know how hard it is to live juz one day thru my shoes?! to face all the kind of stupid shit that comes ur way? like today....i did so badly for my chem. even though i passed..but still...i let someone weaker than me do better than me. it really puts me off. not to mention i hardly got what my teacher was talking about and my 'friend' din bother explaining it to me when i asked her. i freaking screwed up the chinese test and my prelims are this month. FISH IT MAN! want somemore? ok then...i think that muscle ache i have in my lower abdomen is not juz a mere muscle ache....it's something far more serious...i think i hurt an organ...maybe even having internal bleeding now. i juz hope i die man. so dun pray for my health...let me die then perhaps u'll be much happier having no BURDEN for u already hur?! no body to bug u...juz to talk to u so she won't think about suicide. to save her life.....appearently...u dun care...so i dun see the point of her caring too...dun u think? want more shjit from my life?!
well...mr teh is damn pissed off and disappointed in my class...we are by far the LOUIEST double science class... i've let him down. i wish i could do much better...but i can't. it's really not my fault i'm careless...i was born that way. why did u think i fell down so many times? u think my life is all rainbows and butterflies...but it's not. i din even have time for lunch before my pft. try that! when i came to bishan it rained cats and dogs and i had no umbrella. so how? i had to run through the pouring rain! and mind u...i was wearing a white shirt. so great view for the guys u know. and there were like 7 guys beside me...imagine that....u running in the rain and these 7 guys with u...the worst thing is i din even know them. so go and die. i was soaked from head to toe...every part of me was wet. i'm not surprised if i fall ill tmr...it's not like anyone cares... they'll all think : good! i hope amelia dies. she is such a pain the neck. i bet u think that too hur? i mean...ever since i dunno when u've stop talking to me...u've stop caring...... when for once i thought someone cared for me....i was wrong. u know when i came home today...i so wished that the lightning would strike me dead. then the world would be happy. now let me ask u. when was the last time YOU asked someone if they were all right instead of them telling u? if friends are forever, then whoever came up with that is a big, fat JACKASS!
i juz wish for a big hole to form in the ground and sallow me up..then no one would ever have to see me again. happy? bet u are. if u dun care about me then juz say so. i'll leave u alone forever. i say it and i mean it. when i said i would delete shannon's number. i will. or at the most, i would never ever msg him again. i'm serious. i would never ever talk to u too. what i say, i can do. so back off.
if the world wants me to die...i would die in front of them. no questions asked.
so goodbye, and maybe i dun see u in the world beyond.
u r such an asshole u know that?
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excuse me... if u do not want to be my friend can u juz say so? dun need to go one around behind my back to stab me u know? if u are not willing to do something for me...then i suggest u dun do it. u already know how much i cannot stand insincerity and u still try to do it to me. well...i can juz tell u one thing...go get urself screwed. dun come and find me when u have problems...i will not help u from now onwards. seriously speaking...i am damn stress already...i keep worrying about other people and hardly on myself. i find myself slipping behind...it's juz that i've never told u. do u know how hard it is to live juz one day thru my shoes?! to face all the kind of stupid shit that comes ur way? like today....i did so badly for my chem. even though i passed..but still...i let someone weaker than me do better than me. it really puts me off. not to mention i hardly got what my teacher was talking about and my 'friend' din bother explaining it to me when i asked her. i freaking screwed up the chinese test and my prelims are this month. FISH IT MAN! want somemore? ok then...i think that muscle ache i have in my lower abdomen is not juz a mere muscle ache....it's something far more serious...i think i hurt an organ...maybe even having internal bleeding now. i juz hope i die man. so dun pray for my health...let me die then perhaps u'll be much happier having no BURDEN for u already hur?! no body to bug u...juz to talk to u so she won't think about suicide. to save her life.....appearently...u dun care...so i dun see the point of her caring too...dun u think? want more shjit from my life?!
well...mr teh is damn pissed off and disappointed in my class...we are by far the LOUIEST double science class... i've let him down. i wish i could do much better...but i can't. it's really not my fault i'm careless...i was born that way. why did u think i fell down so many times? u think my life is all rainbows and butterflies...but it's not. i din even have time for lunch before my pft. try that! when i came to bishan it rained cats and dogs and i had no umbrella. so how? i had to run through the pouring rain! and mind u...i was wearing a white shirt. so great view for the guys u know. and there were like 7 guys beside me...imagine that....u running in the rain and these 7 guys with u...the worst thing is i din even know them. so go and die. i was soaked from head to toe...every part of me was wet. i'm not surprised if i fall ill tmr...it's not like anyone cares... they'll all think : good! i hope amelia dies. she is such a pain the neck. i bet u think that too hur? i mean...ever since i dunno when u've stop talking to me...u've stop caring...... when for once i thought someone cared for me....i was wrong. u know when i came home today...i so wished that the lightning would strike me dead. then the world would be happy. now let me ask u. when was the last time YOU asked someone if they were all right instead of them telling u? if friends are forever, then whoever came up with that is a big, fat JACKASS!
i juz wish for a big hole to form in the ground and sallow me up..then no one would ever have to see me again. happy? bet u are. if u dun care about me then juz say so. i'll leave u alone forever. i say it and i mean it. when i said i would delete shannon's number. i will. or at the most, i would never ever msg him again. i'm serious. i would never ever talk to u too. what i say, i can do. so back off.
if the world wants me to die...i would die in front of them. no questions asked.
so goodbye, and maybe i dun see u in the world beyond.
u r such an asshole u know that?