life. it's one hell of a crappy screwed up, chicken ass, piece of lumpy lard!!!!!! argh. u know friends are suppose to trust one another...rite? i think that is so damn it crap. sorry..words aren't coming out rite. well it's one whole shitload of lies! argh...i juz am SO lost. i hate affairs of the heart. i really hate it. i love u is 8 letters, but so is bullshit! argh...so this is what happens...my friends dun trust me. why? cos i wun tell them my personal stuff..why wun i tell them. i'll tell u why. cos past experiences made me wiser. so i dun tell them and they dun trust me. piece os crap man. great way to break a person's spirit. yay for u..u broke me down. well i'll say what happened yesterday. i was updating my blog. as u know i was damn upset already! so then my freaking mum goes on nagging at me and juz driving me nutz...literally...i'm already damn stressed and she keeps doing this to me. and u know what happened next? i broke down. rite in front of her...i cried...very hard...and i couldn't do my work...there were so many things on my mind already. i never wanted to speak to her again. that's how worked up ame is ppl...so...stressed...
so let's get on to today. some idoits din trust me. shall not mention their names. i mean if u dun trust me...dun u dare bloody hell come up to me and still say that u're my friend...i'll tell u to take those words and shove it back up ur freaking ass...ARGH! i hate it when ppl dun trust me. and i dun wanna say why...i'll only tell four ppl in this damn world. u hear?! 4...those are what i consider friends. the rest of u can go and suck monkey balls...no offence and screw the language. u know what ur problem is...u ppl think that u're right all the time. even when u do sth wrong..damn shit ass man. and u think u know everything. i can tell u 1 million thing that u dunno. get it?! u think that u're so smart u know...u all know who u are. damn shit ass. u wanna know sth...i'm so tempted to join a secret society....i really want to. i wanna juz tell everything to go screw itself. so tempted...to take drugs. but i'm not dumb. they won't take my problems away...besides...u can't get any here. there are other methods though...not gonna say. i have my ways. u might think i'm petty...but what u guys dunno is that even the littlest things matter...to me. one thoughtless act can land u up in deep shit. so dun try. it's call having a high eq. u can sense certain stuff...we high eq ppl are more sensitive than u normal freaking low eq ppl. speaking of these. some of u dun even deserve to be leaders. u can't even connet with ppl. u dun understand ppl, human nature, human motivation, human emotion. u know what u do? u delgate..u dun do work. it's damn shit. u know...if u think that life is so easy being a non-leader, think again. u get shit from ppl ur age. it sux. seriously.
ppl dun respect u. why? cos u r no leader. i feel like an enemy of the skool man. why can't ppl juz accecpt me for who i am???? why muz u all discriminate?? it's so unfair... juz bcos ppl are different, it doesn't mean they are weird, i know. u dun. why? cos u have never experienced it. go and bloody jump off a building man. u think it's so nice to make fun of other people rite?? very fun rite?? well go and eat shit! it's not funny, a little is ok...like once every few days, but u guys do it everyday, everytime u see me. juz leave me alone!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i wanted to cry again during chem. stop teasing me! stop it! juz stop... there is nothing on with me and eugene. why can't u ppl juz get it into that thick numb skull of urs. everyone
is making fun of me with him. how many time do u want me to say....how many times?? how many times muz U put me thru this torture?? i already said there's nothing between us. now our friendship is breaking apart.. there! u happy? ARE U HAPPY NOW?! EUGENE AND I ARE JUZ FRIENDS. WELL FUCK IT NOW! THANKS TO U GUYS TEASING. IF THE ONLY WAY WE CAN SHUT UR GODDAMN IT MOUTHS IS TO END OUR FRIENDSHIP...THEN HAVE IT UR WAY!!!! I'VE LOST MY BEST FRIEND, WHAT ELSE DO U WANT ME TO LOSE??? MY LIFE?? U FREAKING BITCHES. WHY CAN'T U FOR ONCE LISTEN TO ME AND JUZ STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DUNNO WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM NOW...AND I DUNNO WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. I BET U GUYS ARE DAMN HAPPY, BREAKING APART GOOD FRIENDS. BITCH. ASSHOLE. JUZ ACCECPT THE FREAKING FACT OK?! I HAVE NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY?! U WANT AME TO BE ALL ALONE RIGHT? U JUZ WANNA SEE HER SUFFER ALL THE TIME, HAVING PPL SHE HOLD DEAR TAKEN AWAY!!!! WHY?! WHY?! WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTIME I HAVE A GOOD FRIEND U GUYS WOULD WANT TO TAKE HIM OR HER AWAY?! U DAM JEALOUS JACKASS.JUZ GO AWAY, FRAKING LEAVE ME ALONE TO BLEED AND DIE.
i've lost my great friend
nothing in life is that good anymore
no one for me lean on when i'm down
no one to be there for me
juz me, myself and i
all those happy days never existed
i've lost the person i trust most
all b'cos of ppl's thoughtless acts
i wish that i would fade away
let me be craddled in death's arms
once more
and find peace within myself.
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Lockart's new spell book
Murder the potions master
New broom
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life. it's one hell of a crappy screwed up, chicken ass, piece of lumpy lard!!!!!! argh. u know friends are suppose to trust one another...rite? i think that is so damn it crap. sorry..words aren't coming out rite. well it's one whole shitload of lies! argh...i juz am SO lost. i hate affairs of the heart. i really hate it. i love u is 8 letters, but so is bullshit! argh...so this is what happens...my friends dun trust me. why? cos i wun tell them my personal stuff..why wun i tell them. i'll tell u why. cos past experiences made me wiser. so i dun tell them and they dun trust me. piece os crap man. great way to break a person's spirit. yay for u..u broke me down. well i'll say what happened yesterday. i was updating my blog. as u know i was damn upset already! so then my freaking mum goes on nagging at me and juz driving me nutz...literally...i'm already damn stressed and she keeps doing this to me. and u know what happened next? i broke down. rite in front of her...i cried...very hard...and i couldn't do my work...there were so many things on my mind already. i never wanted to speak to her again. that's how worked up ame is ppl...so...stressed...
so let's get on to today. some idoits din trust me. shall not mention their names. i mean if u dun trust me...dun u dare bloody hell come up to me and still say that u're my friend...i'll tell u to take those words and shove it back up ur freaking ass...ARGH! i hate it when ppl dun trust me. and i dun wanna say why...i'll only tell four ppl in this damn world. u hear?! 4...those are what i consider friends. the rest of u can go and suck monkey balls...no offence and screw the language. u know what ur problem is...u ppl think that u're right all the time. even when u do sth wrong..damn shit ass man. and u think u know everything. i can tell u 1 million thing that u dunno. get it?! u think that u're so smart u know...u all know who u are. damn shit ass. u wanna know sth...i'm so tempted to join a secret society....i really want to. i wanna juz tell everything to go screw itself. so tempted...to take drugs. but i'm not dumb. they won't take my problems away...besides...u can't get any here. there are other methods though...not gonna say. i have my ways. u might think i'm petty...but what u guys dunno is that even the littlest things matter...to me. one thoughtless act can land u up in deep shit. so dun try. it's call having a high eq. u can sense certain stuff...we high eq ppl are more sensitive than u normal freaking low eq ppl. speaking of these. some of u dun even deserve to be leaders. u can't even connet with ppl. u dun understand ppl, human nature, human motivation, human emotion. u know what u do? u delgate..u dun do work. it's damn shit. u know...if u think that life is so easy being a non-leader, think again. u get shit from ppl ur age. it sux. seriously.
ppl dun respect u. why? cos u r no leader. i feel like an enemy of the skool man. why can't ppl juz accecpt me for who i am???? why muz u all discriminate?? it's so unfair... juz bcos ppl are different, it doesn't mean they are weird, i know. u dun. why? cos u have never experienced it. go and bloody jump off a building man. u think it's so nice to make fun of other people rite?? very fun rite?? well go and eat shit! it's not funny, a little is ok...like once every few days, but u guys do it everyday, everytime u see me. juz leave me alone!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i wanted to cry again during chem. stop teasing me! stop it! juz stop... there is nothing on with me and eugene. why can't u ppl juz get it into that thick numb skull of urs. everyone
is making fun of me with him. how many time do u want me to say....how many times?? how many times muz U put me thru this torture?? i already said there's nothing between us. now our friendship is breaking apart.. there! u happy? ARE U HAPPY NOW?! EUGENE AND I ARE JUZ FRIENDS. WELL FUCK IT NOW! THANKS TO U GUYS TEASING. IF THE ONLY WAY WE CAN SHUT UR GODDAMN IT MOUTHS IS TO END OUR FRIENDSHIP...THEN HAVE IT UR WAY!!!! I'VE LOST MY BEST FRIEND, WHAT ELSE DO U WANT ME TO LOSE??? MY LIFE?? U FREAKING BITCHES. WHY CAN'T U FOR ONCE LISTEN TO ME AND JUZ STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DUNNO WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM NOW...AND I DUNNO WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. I BET U GUYS ARE DAMN HAPPY, BREAKING APART GOOD FRIENDS. BITCH. ASSHOLE. JUZ ACCECPT THE FREAKING FACT OK?! I HAVE NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY?! U WANT AME TO BE ALL ALONE RIGHT? U JUZ WANNA SEE HER SUFFER ALL THE TIME, HAVING PPL SHE HOLD DEAR TAKEN AWAY!!!! WHY?! WHY?! WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTIME I HAVE A GOOD FRIEND U GUYS WOULD WANT TO TAKE HIM OR HER AWAY?! U DAM JEALOUS JACKASS.JUZ GO AWAY, FRAKING LEAVE ME ALONE TO BLEED AND DIE.
i've lost my great friend
nothing in life is that good anymore
no one for me lean on when i'm down
no one to be there for me
juz me, myself and i
all those happy days never existed
i've lost the person i trust most
all b'cos of ppl's thoughtless acts
i wish that i would fade away
let me be craddled in death's arms
once more
and find peace within myself.