Sunday, May 04, 2008

omg.. i can't believe that it's going to be phototaking on monday.. i hope that i'll look good on that day.. it's an extremel important day for me.. haha.. ben doesn't want to talk to me.. i dunno why.. haha.. maybe the scandal is getting to his head.. it's just a scandal, all lies and no truth. haha. to be honest.. he and i are just friends.. cos i know him for a longer time as compared to everyone else in class.. i would tend to like.. talk to him more or ask him stuff cos it's more comfortable for me. haha.. and just went for confirmation camp once. haha.. so.. i guess that i know him for like... 3 years? same as guppy. three years. but i'm closer to guppy.. cos he's was in the same group as me. haha. all those fun times. haha.. and that skid we put up.. it was like super funny.

my acting career.. haha.. there's not much.. only that i acted for my campfire and lit play back in sec skool. haha. that's about it. wa.. i had like this damn good dream last night. i dreamt that i met my dream guy. literally. haha. it's different from the one that i like.. it's totally different. i remember that he wears converse shoe and he likes the same kind of music as me. and i'm like.. at his shoulder height.. wa... damn nice la. he may not be the best looking guy on earth but he's still good enough for me. and in my dream there was this funfair too.. haha.. the ferris wheel were composed of coconut tree.. basically it's a coconut tree with a ring around it. it's kinda weird but true. and dun get me wrong it was in a city. and he would like say the nicest thing to me.

i remember in particular that he made me smile and hold it there for like.. haha.. a minute. it's damn funny. then he told me that he like to hear me smile and i asked how is it possible to hear a smile.. and he.. well he smiled and kissed my ear.. awws right? haha. damn sweet. i just really like the way he would hold my shoulders and like rib up and down.. dunno why. haha. and that scene was at like.. j8.. haha. i really hope that i would meet someone like him.. that somewhere in this great bid world, he exists. yea.. and he likes giving me pecks on my cheek.. wa... damn nice and sweet.. sweeter than sugar or honey.

then, there was this scene where he and i were walking along a pavement.. it seem to be at j8 still.. but then he walked too fast and left me behind. i thought that i saw him going into long john's and i follwed but i couldn't find him there at all. so i just sat at this table by myself. so asd right. suddently that part turns into a bus and i touring the fair for free, somehow some of my clasmates were on the same ride too and we saw some animals and all. then it became evening so i checked my phone and realised that he had called me 8 times.. haha.. and i felt super bad.. so i called him.. and he was like.. asking me where i was and he sounded damn worried. damn nice right? haha. and the i told him i was at the coconut ferris wheel at the fair. and turned around and i saw him and he just came up to me and hugged me. real tightly too.. and he said "i was worried. please dun go off like that again.." aww... haha. oh did i mentioned that he was wearing a black tee and jeans.. and he sorta had spiked hair. haha. but it was just really sweet. another peck on the cheek. ha. and we just held hands and walked down the pavement thru the fair.. and the lights and stars.. and we said the same thing.. like how we wanna sit in a field and just watch the stars.. and i rested my head on his chest and we just laid there enjoying each other's prescence.

as to how i met him.. well.. it was after a concert and i dunno.. he just caught my eye. and i saw him walking back after the concert.. we just talked.. although it was awlward at first.. it soon became all right and the relationship just happened.. he just held my hand and that was it. haha. it's really nice. and i really din want to wake up from my dream. wouldn't it be great to have someone like him for a bf? sighs... i really hope that there's a guy who is just like him.. suprisingly, he not an angmoh.. just an ordinary singaporean.. who prefers to speak english. haha.. such a sweet guy.. sighs.. i shall go and dream again.. see if i can dream about him once more.. haha

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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