sighs.. i seriously dun wanna think about him u know.. serious.. i'm just sick of evrything already. just tired. he can just go and rot and i wouldn't give a damn about him. no more. no more. i've had enough. i dun even find that it's worth it anymore to continue what i'm doing. i already know that i would not succeed. why waste all my time on this one person? i could spent it on people that actually deserve this.. like the deaf kid in thailand that i miss so much. i'm just so attached to him.. he's such a sweet little boy.. so loving and caring despite having a disability. he'll grow up to be a fine young man. it's just so great to know that he has a family that cares for him too.. and that he's not abandoned.
going back to the story. why did i finally choose to give up on him? well.. cos i really feel so frustrated. ler's just face it, he won't even talk to me so why do i even bother. i dunno. i shouldn't. i just hope that i won't see his face for the whole of tmr.. that would really make my day u know.. tmr is gonna such a day man... so many lessons. i have to complete my physics too. since i can't turn to him anymore.. for help with my subs.. not that i have ever turned to him for help.. but i was intending to till this. so yea.. thanks for nothing man. continue doing what u're doing. see if i care. cos i dun care. i repeat.. IDC! i just can't wait to not like someone already. i've been anticipating this day for like ever. it feels really great to not like anyone.. i know.. cos i experienced it.. let's recap shall we?
the first.. he was a nice guy.. but at that time both of us weren't ready, so we fell out beofre we started. the second was a complete asswipe. player might i add. and that's it. haha.. my sad life right?
so i had a jogathon today.. i seriously think that a walkathon would be better at least.. everyone wouldn't be tso tired. man i am tired. i din tired running cos i know i've had worse.. but my muscles have started to contract since my trainings so i have to be extra careful when exercising cos i might get cramps. they are super painful too. like really really unbearable. it makes me goes to my knees. so what else can i talk about here? well.. i could mention that there were like only 9 ppl who turned up for class cos most ppl went to help out. why din i want to help out? easy.. i dun wanna go for briefings or stay back for the review thing.
well.. i could have ran the whole 3.2km non stop.. it would have been no kick.. after what my trainings are like.. this is nothing.. running for 3.2 would NEVER be as tiring as swimming for the same distince.. cos air resistance is like so little compared to water. haha. anywyas.. i think that i might have lost weight so that's kinda good i guess. i'm not in any way attached to my class at all.. i'm not bothered with them.. i'm just an individual.. i dun have to care about them.. neither am i influence by them or wanna be a part of them.i'm just kidna disinterested. by the way.. one of my classmates actually took my sgc and like copied points from it but just "rephrased" them. not that i'm selfish or anything but.. it's just not right. i'm not gonna let her copy it anymore.. cos she lying about herself and she's PLAGARISING! i can sue her. haha.. kidding.. i won't sue her.. but i'm not gonna let her copy any of my stuff cos she ahs to do this on HER OWN and not use my points and pass them off as her own. it's just insulting rather than complimenting.
bcos she copied my points her sgc tripled in number of words. which is a lot mind u. yea i'm still kinda pissed with her.dun wanna sit near her now.. haha.. man.. i feel super bad..
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sighs.. i seriously dun wanna think about him u know.. serious.. i'm just sick of evrything already. just tired. he can just go and rot and i wouldn't give a damn about him. no more. no more. i've had enough. i dun even find that it's worth it anymore to continue what i'm doing. i already know that i would not succeed. why waste all my time on this one person? i could spent it on people that actually deserve this.. like the deaf kid in thailand that i miss so much. i'm just so attached to him.. he's such a sweet little boy.. so loving and caring despite having a disability. he'll grow up to be a fine young man. it's just so great to know that he has a family that cares for him too.. and that he's not abandoned.
going back to the story. why did i finally choose to give up on him? well.. cos i really feel so frustrated. ler's just face it, he won't even talk to me so why do i even bother. i dunno. i shouldn't. i just hope that i won't see his face for the whole of tmr.. that would really make my day u know.. tmr is gonna such a day man... so many lessons. i have to complete my physics too. since i can't turn to him anymore.. for help with my subs.. not that i have ever turned to him for help.. but i was intending to till this. so yea.. thanks for nothing man. continue doing what u're doing. see if i care. cos i dun care. i repeat.. IDC! i just can't wait to not like someone already. i've been anticipating this day for like ever. it feels really great to not like anyone.. i know.. cos i experienced it.. let's recap shall we?
the first.. he was a nice guy.. but at that time both of us weren't ready, so we fell out beofre we started. the second was a complete asswipe. player might i add. and that's it. haha.. my sad life right?
so i had a jogathon today.. i seriously think that a walkathon would be better at least.. everyone wouldn't be tso tired. man i am tired. i din tired running cos i know i've had worse.. but my muscles have started to contract since my trainings so i have to be extra careful when exercising cos i might get cramps. they are super painful too. like really really unbearable. it makes me goes to my knees. so what else can i talk about here? well.. i could mention that there were like only 9 ppl who turned up for class cos most ppl went to help out. why din i want to help out? easy.. i dun wanna go for briefings or stay back for the review thing.
well.. i could have ran the whole 3.2km non stop.. it would have been no kick.. after what my trainings are like.. this is nothing.. running for 3.2 would NEVER be as tiring as swimming for the same distince.. cos air resistance is like so little compared to water. haha. anywyas.. i think that i might have lost weight so that's kinda good i guess. i'm not in any way attached to my class at all.. i'm not bothered with them.. i'm just an individual.. i dun have to care about them.. neither am i influence by them or wanna be a part of them.i'm just kidna disinterested. by the way.. one of my classmates actually took my sgc and like copied points from it but just "rephrased" them. not that i'm selfish or anything but.. it's just not right. i'm not gonna let her copy it anymore.. cos she lying about herself and she's PLAGARISING! i can sue her. haha.. kidding.. i won't sue her.. but i'm not gonna let her copy any of my stuff cos she ahs to do this on HER OWN and not use my points and pass them off as her own. it's just insulting rather than complimenting.
bcos she copied my points her sgc tripled in number of words. which is a lot mind u. yea i'm still kinda pissed with her.dun wanna sit near her now.. haha.. man.. i feel super bad..