woah man.. i'm like super tired now.. even though i din really do much for training.. but what coach said was right.. i do have a better chance at the 100m back as compared to the 50m. haha.. if i din swim sideways i guess my timing would be better. i know i wanna sleep earlier but i'm not too sure if i can get thru sleeping without blogging.. besides.. i'm so tired i could sleep almost everywhere.
there's nothing much to talk about today.. i guess what i do to forget him is to remember aly and aj.. "u're not getting till u're getting.. getting to me.." so i remind myself.. i would not let some punk like him get to me... besides.. i have somewhere else to focus my attention to. u know.. i know who eyecandy likes.. and it's not me.. though i think he's just pulling my leg i'm still not too sure.. yesterday i was so wishing that i would not see him for the whole day bcos i was still super pissed off at him for constantly not replying what i say i msn.. and he din even say bye to me before he left.. talk about rude.. haha.. so i was really angry.. i din even want to look at him
when i went to skool it's was like.. oh please dun let me see him please dun let me see him.. hopefully his duty was not today. fat hope man! i saw him in the walkway and i could almost bang my head against the pillar for that.. my response in my head was like "oh freak! &#^#$%^" haha.. yea.. then it was pe first period. sighs.. i was hoping not to see him again.. he has the same pe slot as me for tues btw. haha. so then after i changed and went to the bball court, i found out that my class was excused from pe for that day.. we just had to do make up for it the next day. on my way back to where i left my bags.. i almost bumped into him as he came out of the toilet.. it was like a zomg moment.. haha. really.. we nearly knocked into each other but i din even look at him. i guess he might have known that i was a bit mad. sometimes i speak with my eyes, but as easy as i can express emotion through them i can also hide emotions.
and it jsut so happen that after pe was chem.. so i saw him again for chem.. he sits in the fiirst row i have to pass him by everytime i go for lectures. luckily my friend was with me so i could act busy and completely ignore him again. i really hoped that he din think that i have feelings for him.. so he saw me.. but he put his head down.. i glanced so i knew. haha. yea.. then after was geog.. whopee.. how fun.. i see him four times on tuesdays.. normally i would be filled with glee but this time i was filled with frustration i guess.. haha. so i saw him for geog.. i could nearly die.. actually.. i see him quite a lot on tuesday.
skip to when skool ended.. i had night lessons so i had to stay behind in skool. then i saw him AGAIN. this time he was buying food by himself. i was so pissed that i turned up the volume of my mp3 player. i hoped so much that he won't sit beside me but he still did... zomg.. torture. that's when it came.. "hey amelia, i'm sorry about yesterday, i was really busy..." that's all i needed.. at least he knew how to apologise.. unlike some ppl that i knew. anyways.. i just forgot about it i gues.. and we just talked. haha.. he's so poor thing.. ated such a frugal meal.. and had to eat white rice onl y towards the end. it's was heartbreaking la.. haha. so i saw him once more for night lessons. haha.. lucky me.. he sat behind me.. how nice.. haha.. still i guess i quite like him.. i'll just see how it goes..
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woah man.. i'm like super tired now.. even though i din really do much for training.. but what coach said was right.. i do have a better chance at the 100m back as compared to the 50m. haha.. if i din swim sideways i guess my timing would be better. i know i wanna sleep earlier but i'm not too sure if i can get thru sleeping without blogging.. besides.. i'm so tired i could sleep almost everywhere.
there's nothing much to talk about today.. i guess what i do to forget him is to remember aly and aj.. "u're not getting till u're getting.. getting to me.." so i remind myself.. i would not let some punk like him get to me... besides.. i have somewhere else to focus my attention to. u know.. i know who eyecandy likes.. and it's not me.. though i think he's just pulling my leg i'm still not too sure.. yesterday i was so wishing that i would not see him for the whole day bcos i was still super pissed off at him for constantly not replying what i say i msn.. and he din even say bye to me before he left.. talk about rude.. haha.. so i was really angry.. i din even want to look at him
when i went to skool it's was like.. oh please dun let me see him please dun let me see him.. hopefully his duty was not today. fat hope man! i saw him in the walkway and i could almost bang my head against the pillar for that.. my response in my head was like "oh freak! &#^#$%^" haha.. yea.. then it was pe first period. sighs.. i was hoping not to see him again.. he has the same pe slot as me for tues btw. haha. so then after i changed and went to the bball court, i found out that my class was excused from pe for that day.. we just had to do make up for it the next day. on my way back to where i left my bags.. i almost bumped into him as he came out of the toilet.. it was like a zomg moment.. haha. really.. we nearly knocked into each other but i din even look at him. i guess he might have known that i was a bit mad. sometimes i speak with my eyes, but as easy as i can express emotion through them i can also hide emotions.
and it jsut so happen that after pe was chem.. so i saw him again for chem.. he sits in the fiirst row i have to pass him by everytime i go for lectures. luckily my friend was with me so i could act busy and completely ignore him again. i really hoped that he din think that i have feelings for him.. so he saw me.. but he put his head down.. i glanced so i knew. haha. yea.. then after was geog.. whopee.. how fun.. i see him four times on tuesdays.. normally i would be filled with glee but this time i was filled with frustration i guess.. haha. so i saw him for geog.. i could nearly die.. actually.. i see him quite a lot on tuesday.
skip to when skool ended.. i had night lessons so i had to stay behind in skool. then i saw him AGAIN. this time he was buying food by himself. i was so pissed that i turned up the volume of my mp3 player. i hoped so much that he won't sit beside me but he still did... zomg.. torture. that's when it came.. "hey amelia, i'm sorry about yesterday, i was really busy..." that's all i needed.. at least he knew how to apologise.. unlike some ppl that i knew. anyways.. i just forgot about it i gues.. and we just talked. haha.. he's so poor thing.. ated such a frugal meal.. and had to eat white rice onl y towards the end. it's was heartbreaking la.. haha. so i saw him once more for night lessons. haha.. lucky me.. he sat behind me.. how nice.. haha.. still i guess i quite like him.. i'll just see how it goes..